My name is Lily White. I am 22, and I live in Phoenix, Arizona & I am a mixed media artist obsessed with all things kitsch.
I am severly underpaid for the amount of work I do, but I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my job! Fortunately there is only one more month until the yearly employee review, and fingers crossed I get promoted… On the plus side I won employee of the month!
Andrew Bird + Florence & The Machine = NEXT WEEeeeeekkkkkkk!
Yeti Leaves Home
Donate (even if its only a $1) and help publish what could be the greatest children’s book ever created by Jennifer Campbell (amazing artist/friend)
Andrew’s status: I apologize to anyone that has tried to contact me the last few days. I’ve been preoccupied dealing with the worst week ever. On the bright side, inspiration struck and I wrote 2 new songs. I’ll try recording them soon and get them posted for you all to enjoy.
Hearing the song I have a feeling he actually went through with writing is officially going to kill me. I hate that I ripped that poor man’s heart out of his chest and put it in a blender on the purée setting.
Seriously? It’s been a week and I’m still a mess. I hate that us having different long term goals is what ended things! All I can think about is how much I want to run back to him and tell him I made a huge mistake. But doing that would be pointless because we would just end up in the same position a few years from now. So what is the point of prolonging the inevitable? But not having him around is killing me. I miss him so much. I wish I could tell him this, but we agreed it would be best if we just didn’t talk at all. Which has proven to be easier said then done. I keep picking up my phone to call him, which results in me turning into a crying mess and calling KT to convince me that I did the right thing for both of us. But its getting harder and harder to convince myself of this and how ending things now will make it all slightly less painful for the both of us.
I’m not sure I chose the right one, because I haven’t been able to stop crying. Everything reminds me of him. I know in the long run it was the right decision, but I guess I wasn’t as ready as I thought I was to lose him.
“That’s when everything changed…”
It NEVER gets old!
“I’m kind of like a Tempe celebrity now” - who says this? Gross. Boy get ova yo’self. I was well aware that you were an asshole from the start, a sexy, mexican, well dressed, asshole. But now you have crossed into duchebag territory. ADIOS MUCHACHO!
